Kink Until Proven Otherwise

You’re here: everyone knows what they want. What’s it like?

start with what’s here

It’s water, but what is it about water that makes wants clear?

When everything is thirst, every want is water. Talk about that.

walls, clouds, oblivion

Equate the walls around you to the ice field that draws the edge of the sun’s light.

Equate that ice field to the fire field that draws the edge of physic’s relevance.

Equate that fire field to the air field that draws the edge of the earth’s breath.

Equate that air field to the rock field that draws the edge of the river’s flow.

Note any change.

cells floating in orbit

Follow one cell in your body. Note how it falls with the earth. This cell experiences no gravity. Try to find a cell that does.

When you fail, and are falling, lift your chest just enough to feel the fall the the air field that draws the edge of the earth’s breath feels.

Know this sensatition as always yours to feel.

consent to descent

Find your peace with this knowledge. What does that look like?

• screaming
• drawing
• swimming
• crying

You are art. Terrifying (but self-inflicted, so less imposing). You are water igniting the sun. Whatever the stress, be the cause. And just keep being it. Nasty.

what you want

Here, you are what you want! Neat! The question’s the same, but the senses are different! It’s like synethesia of the self! Now, simplify that fraction: we solve for description.

What are you?

• how are you fuzzy?
• where are you clear?
• who do you energize?

When you find a clear, fuzzy thing that energizes you, stop. It’s motivation! Your want’s name. Terrifying.

unknowing as identity

What if you fail your want? Is it worth connecting this nervous system of yours to something you care about? Won’t that hurt it?

Babe, you’re on itchio out for feels and you just took your first flight by identifying as your own ionosphere. This is just me talking, but connecting your nervous system to a want is the experience you’re after.

Raise hell. Happy jail supporting.